THE DAYS OF OUR LIFE

Absence !

2006-07-05T13:31:00.000+04:00

It seems like I didn't write a post for ages , and this is barely true .
I'm so sorry , but I don't have time , I spend most of the day out of home , from teacher to teacher , go back home , watch TV , spending time on computer plus studying , so I don't think I'll be able to post here every week , may be much more than a week .
I still don't have time , so , I've got to go right now

C U

In school

2006-05-06T09:25:00.000+04:00

The last Thursday , we had a special visitor in our school .. so we made kind of party and prepared the labs for this visitor .. I took this pictures with my mobile , so do not complain wether they are bad .

The first pic ... The Computer Lab

The school yard , the iraqi flag in the middle

Another pic for the yard
And this one ....
we are finished of pictures , here are my news
I got 90% in all the subjects exept for physics , So I have to take the final exam in it .
I am really going to miss school , but I can't find one reason for that .

Three Years

2006-04-09T11:38:00.000+04:00

Today , It's been three years since the libration
Is it really a libration ??
Three years of suffering !!
Three years of dying !!
Three years of starving !!
Three years of not feeling safe !!
Three years of living nightmares !!

When will that end ?? Only God knows
When will all that mess be ended ??

Some university students decided to go to their colleges today .. the don't want to consider this day as a holiday .. They don't want to accept the fact .
We are occupied , librated , whatever ..

Happy birthday to ME !!!

2006-04-02T15:21:00.000+04:00

Do I look like I'm 17 ?? because I've turned 17 today
I don't have time to write a post , this week and the one before are were full of exams.
I hope I will find time to post soon
Wish me luck

2006-03-11T08:42:00.000+03:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

{وَلَنَبْلُوَنَّكُمْ بِشَيْءٍ مِّنَ الْخَوفْ وَالْجُوعِ وَنَقْصٍ مِّنَ الأَمَوَالِ وَالأنفُسِ وَالثَّمَرَاتِ وَبَشِّرِ الصَّابِرِينَ }البقرة155

وَكَم مِن فَتىً يُمسي وَيُصبِحُ آمِناً****وَقَد نُسِجَت أَكفانُهُ وَهوَ لا يَدري

Like a shock , We received a news about shelling a school very near to mine .

It was about 9:00 am , when my friend's mom called him , She was worried to death about her daughter who goes to that school . The poor mother had just heard about that and she was wondering about her daughter fate .

In that moment , I figured out what happened , (Al mutamiezat ) Seconary school was shelled by a mortar . You can imagine how was the situation , very fast , I doubted about the whole thing .. I didn't understand why the girls' school became a target , and since the bombing of mosques and cherches started , I thought that the target was Al-Nabi Yunis mosque ... because it's only 500 M from the school . Or , It could be the police station which is next to our school .. and God , I didn't hope that the target was any of them , nor the school .. I hoped it was just a nightmare .

Unfortunately .. It wasn't , I heard about big mess in that school , heard about an injured girl either , I felt sorry for them , and start to prepare my self for such case in my school.

*****

رحم الله أبا الطيب إذ قال :

أَلا لَيتَ شِعري هَل أَقولُ قَصيدَةً **** فَلا أَشتَكي فيها وَلا أَتَعَتَّبُ

هل ترك المتنبي كلاما لم يقله ؟ بل هل ترك بابا لم يدخله ؟

و رحمه الله ايضا اذ يقول :

رَماني الدَهرُ بِالأَرزاءِ حَتّى ...... فُؤادي في غِشاءٍ مِن نِبالِ

فَصِرتُ إِذا أَصابَتني سِهامٌ ... تَكَسَّرَتِ النِصالُ عَلى النِصالِ

نلقاكم في محطة اخرى ... و رزية اخرى

رحلة 2

2006-02-25T12:04:00.000+03:00

والحق ان طه حسين خير من يرافق في مشوار طويل كهذا , فهو يروي و انا اصغي له بإنتباه كامل , منعزلا عن وحشة الطريق و طوله , فهو كما قلت يروي بلا ضجر لا من قبلي و لا من قبله .. وينطق جواهر الكلم وغرره في ابحار بل غوص في بحر الفكر ان كان الفكر بحراً.

وكانت رحلة الذهاب تدور في مدار المقالة , حيث انتقيت كتاب ( من لغو الصيف الى جد الشتاء ) , وما هذا الكتاب الا مجموعة مقالات كتبها ذاك الضرير في احداث دارت في تلك الحقبة من الزمان .. وعلمتُ حقاً لمَ اطلق على طه حسين عميداً للأدب العربي , ولو كنت ناقدا لما ترددت لحظة عن اعطاءه هذا اللقب ..

ويبدو اني كعادتي قد شردت الى سيره حياة طه حسين , بعيدا عن ما انا بصدده , لنعد الى موضعنا , ولمّا هبط المساء او كاد دخلنا الى حلب .. وما اشبهها بمدينتي الأم , فهي هادئة لطيفة تلمح فيها النزعة الملتزمة , مع انها لم تخل من مسحة من حضارة .

والحق ان مدينة حلب متأثرة او قل متعلقة كثيرا بماضيها , وما ماضيها الا سيف الدولة وشعراؤه , وأدباءه وندماءه , ومتنبيه وابو فراسه .. ؟؟!

وإذا فأنت تلمح هناك شارع سيف الدولة , وساحة سيف الدولة , جامع سيف الدولة .. وغيرها من المسميات لربما تجد فيها مبالغة وتكلفا .

لم تطل الاقامة بحلب طويلا , فما استمرت الا يوما وبعض يوم , لم تنقع غليلي من هذه المدينة , فلم ازر قلعتها , ولم اشاهد مأذنها ومساجدها .

قبل وصولي حلب .. مررت ببلدة احببها دون ان اراها , حيث انها مهد لأدباء الشام وافذاذ اللغة العربية فيها .. انها منبج, ولشد ما استعجبت حين رأيت بلدة حقيرة لم تصل الى مرتبة مدينة , ثم زال عجبي حين تذكرت ان في وطننا , يقبر العلم , وتحقر الثقافة , ويعلو السفساف , ويمجد الخطأ , ويحمد الظالم , ويتعلق بكرسيه الحاكم .

نعود الى حلب , تحركت السيارة من حلب في الثانية ظهرا .. واستمرت رحلة دامت اربع ساعات متواصلة .. عدت فيها الى استكمال قراءة ما بدأته من كتاب طه حسين .

في الساعة السادسة تقريبا , دخلنا الى دمشق ..

دمشق ... تذكرت رأسا قول شوقي :

سَلامٌ مِن صَبا بَرَدى أَرَقُّ .....وَدَمعٌ لا يُكَفكَفُ يا دِمَشقُ

ومالي سوى ان اترككم هاهنا .. على ان اكمل في اقرب فرصة والتي اتمنى ان تكون في الاسبوع القادم .

2006-02-12T19:06:00.000+03:00

دون ان ادري لماذا او كيف او متى .. اكتب ما اكتب الان عن اول تجربة شخصية لي خارج حدود المألوف بالنسبة لي , بل خارج حدود العراق حتى .. أو قل خارج حدود عالمي المادي الذي اعتدته لحوالي سبعة عشر عاما من حياتي امضيتها وراء قضبان العراق .
انه السفر .. ولكن الى أين ؟؟!
والجواب اسهل من ينظر فيه .. فما العراقي و السفر ؟؟ و ما العراقي و المتعة ؟ و ما العراقي و راحة البال و الاستجمام ؟؟!!! . وإذن فلا بد ان تكون الوجهة واحدة من اثنتين إما الاردن و اما سورية .. و لأن الاردن بلد شقيق حريص على مصالح مواطنيه .. فمن البديهي ان يتشدد في ادخال حملة لواء الارهاب الى ارضه , ويغالي في محاولة منعهم من الدخول أي مغالاة .. في حين انه يلثم الارض التي تطأها قدم امريكي او بريطاني .. او قل يلثم ارض كل من لا ينطق الضاد .. و يا للضاد من شر ابتلى الله به هذا العرق من الناس .. فلا استغرب ولو لطرفة عين ان توضع كلمة (ارهاب ) مرادفا لحرف ( ض ) ..فتباً له من حرف .
وإذن فليس هناك بد من ان يكون هذا الاستجمام المتكلف في سورية .. فهل من داعٍ لإنتظار شيء ؟؟ كلا, شدّوا الرحال الى ارض الشام !!
وانطلقت عائلة او لنقل ( عائلة – 1 ) وذلك الواحد هو أبي الذي دفعه تأجيل الامتحانات الجامعية دفعاً لأن يتخذ قرارا يقضي بعدم مرافقتنا في رحلتنا و التي هي في حقيقة كنهها ليست سياحة ولا استجماما , فما هي الا زيارة لبيت عمي بعد ان تركوا العراق فارّين لظروف تعرضوا لها في العراق لا مجال لذكرها الان .
اذن هاهي عائلتنا تنطلق في السيارة لتصل الى الحدود العراقية و الويل لمن يصل الحدود العراقية دون ان يجهز يده و جيبه للرشاوى .. واذن فقد دفعنا ما قدر الله لنا ان ندفع واجتزنا الحدود السورية بنسخة طبق الاصل عن الحدود العراقية ..
وانطلقنا الى حلب .. ذلك الصرح الثقافي الشامخ , او عاصمة الثقافة الاسلامية كما يحلو للحلبيين ان يسمّوها .. ولكن الطريق الى هناك طويل يربو على الست ساعات من الحد السوري الى بوابة مدينة حلب .. ولم يكن هناك بد من ان اتخذ جليسا في رحلتي هذه ولم اجد جليسا خيرا من كتاب انتقيه بعناية , وعلى قول ابي الطيب
أَعَزُّ مَكانٍ في الدُنى سَرجُ سابِحٍ وَخَيرُ جَليسٍ في الزَمانِ كِتابُ
والجلساء انواع .. فمنهم السيد الوقور , والمضحك الطريف , والكيس الظريف , والماجن الخليع .. والدنيا تتسع لكل هؤلاء كما يقول العقاد –رحمه الله- .
واذن فقد اخترت جليسا كفيف البصر , شيخا , اديبا , عالما , فقيها , مثيرا للجدل والمشاكل فوق هذا كله ... لقد اخترت : طه حسين .
يتبع...

Eid ?!!

2006-01-09T18:04:00.000+03:00

May be this is my last post for this month , next Sunday , we'll start our oral exams , God .. I hate oral exams , They make you under pressure , very confused and with very little time .. imagine !!
I took the religion and computer oral exams on last Thursday , I did very well I guess,
We will have French exam on Sunday , Arabic on Monday and English on Tuseday .
On Wednesday , the big day , mid year exams will start ... I'm really afraid about 'em , I hope and pray I will do well in them .
I got my card (a card = a piece of paper contains marks ) , well , my marks are good , but I didn't like them , the are worse than the last years , I've got to work hard on them in the next days .. my overall average is 93% L . Physics , I got really hurt by physics , I got 80 .. that's my only mark under 90 –thank God –

The Eid is coming , doesn't seem to be very pleasant . Because we have to study during Eid ..So difficult , We should also visit and be visited .

العيدانية ...
اولا .. احاول اتكلم بالعامية – المفهومة - .. لأن لغة اهل الموصل ..صدقوني .. غير مفهومة لغير المواصلة .
الناس ما مصدقة العيد بالطريق .. يعني كل واحد يقضي اسابيع في المحاولة لشراء الملابس . تذكرت حديث نبوي .. قال رسول الله :
"أفضل أيام الدنيا أيام العشر عشر ذي الحجة، قالوا: ولا مثلهن في سبيل الله؟ قال: ولا مثلهن في سبيل الله إلا رجل عفر وجهه في التراب" .
الظاهر انه الناس اكتشفوا طريقة احسن – وخصوصا النساء - ... السرجخانة !!

خطبة الحجاج

2005-12-24T10:27:00.000+03:00

لربما يطول عليكم الحديث ... ولكنه يستحق القراءة ... فأنا احاول أن احفظ الخطبة على طولها ... لذلك اظنها تستحق .. لن اطيل عليكم , انما اترككم وما تحكمون

"قال عبد الملك بن عمير: بينا نحن جلوس في المسجد الأعظم بالكوفة إذا أتانا آت فقال:
هذا الحجاج بن يوسف، قد قدم أميراً على العراق فاشرأب نحوه الناس، وأفرجوا له إفراجة
عن صحن المسجد، فإذا نحن به يتبهنس في مشيته، عليه عمامة خز حمراء، منتكباً قوساً
عربية، يؤم المنبر، فما زلت أرمقه ببصري حتى صعد المنبر، فجلس عليه، وما يحدر اللثام
عن وجهه، وأهل الكوفة حينئذ لهم حال حسنة، وهيئة جميلة، وعز ومتعة، يدخل الرجل
منهم المسجد ومعه عشرة أو عشرون من مواليه، عليهم الخزور والفوهية، وفي المسجد
رجل يقال له: عمير بن ضابئ البرجمي، فقال: لمحمد بن عمر التميمي، هل لك أن أحصبه؟
قال: لا حتى أسمع كلامه، فقال: لعن الله بني أمية! يستعملون علينا مثل هذا، ولقد ضيع
العراق حين يكون مثل هذا أميراً عليه، والله لو كان هذا كله كلاماً ما كان شيئاً، والحجاج
ينظر يمنة ويسرة، حتى غص المسجد بأهله، فقال: يا أهل العراق! إني لا أعرف قدر اجتماعكم إلا اجتمعتم، قال رجل: نعم- أصلحك الله- فسكت هنيهة لا يتكلم، فقالوا:
ما يمنعه من الكلام إلا العي والحصر، فقام فحدر لثامه، وقال: يا أهل العراق! أنا الحجاج
بن يوسف بن الحكم بن أبي عقيل بن مسعود.

أنا ابن جلا وطلاع الثنايا******متى أضع العمامة تعرفوني

والله يا أهل العراق إني لأرى رؤوساً قد أينعت وحان قطافها، وإني لصاحبها، والله لكأني أنظر إلى الدماء بين العمائم واللحى.
ثم قال: والله يا أهل العراق، إن أمير المؤمنين عبد الملك نثل كنانة بين يديه، فعجم عيدانها عوداً عوداً، فوجدني أمرّها عوداً، وأشدها مكساً، فوجهني إليكم، ورماكم بي. يا أهل العراق، يا أهل النفاق والشقاق ومساوئ الأخلاق، إنكم طالما أوضعتم في الفتنة، واضطجعتم في مناخ الضلال، وسننتم سنن العي، وأيم الله لألحونكم لحو العود، ولأقرعنكم قرع المروة، ولأعصبنكم عصب السلمة ولأضربنكم ضرب غرائب الإبل، إني والله لا أحلق إلا فريت، ولا أعد إلا وفيت، إياي وهذه الزرافات، وقال وما يقول، وكان وما يكون، وما أنتم وذاك؟.
يا أهل العراق! إنما أنتم أهل قرية كانت آمنة مطمئنة يأتيها رزقها رغداً من كل مكان، فكفرتم بأنعم الله، فأتاها وعيد القرى من ربها، فاستوسقوا واعتدلوا، ولا تميلوا، واسمعوا
وأطيعوا، وشايعوا وبايعوا، واعلموا أنه ليس مني الإكثار والإبذار والأهذار، ولا مع ذلك
النفار والفرار، إنما هو انتضاء هذا السيف، ثم لا يغمد في الشتاء والصيف، حتى يذل الله
لأمير المؤمنين صعبكم، ويقيم له أودكم، وصغركم، ثم إني وجدت الصدق من البر،
ووجدت البر في الجنة، ووجدت الكذب من الفجور، ووجدت الفجور في النار، وإن أمير
المؤمنين أمرني بإعطائكم أعطياتكم وإشخاصكم لمجاهدة عدوكم وعدو أمير المؤمنين، وقد
أمرت لكم بذلك، وأجلتكم ثلاثة أيام، وأعطيت الله عهداً يؤاخذني به، ويستوفيه مني، لئن
تخلف منكم بعد قبض عطائه أحد لأضربن عنقه. ولينهبن ماله.
ثم التفت إلى أهل الشام فقال: يا أهل الشام! أنتم البطانة والعشيرة، والله لريحكم أطيب من ريح المسك الأزفر، وإنما أنتم كما قال الله تعالى: "ضرب الله مثلاً كلمة طيبة كشجرة
طيبة أصلها ثابت وفرعها في السماء" والتفت إلى أهل العراق فقال: لريحكم أنتن من ريح
الأبخر، وإنما أنتم كما قال الله تعالى: "ومثل كلمة خبيثة كشجرة خبيثة اجتثت من فوق
الأرض مالها من قرار".
اقرأ كتاب أمير المؤمنين يا غلام: فقال القارئ: بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم، من عبد الله عبد
الملك أمير المؤمنين إلى من بالعراق من المؤمنين والمسلمين، سلام عليكم، فإني أحمد إليكم
الله، فسكتوا فقال الحجاج من فوق المنبر: أسكت يا غلام، فسكت، فقال: يا أهل الشقاق،
ويا أهل النفاق ومساوئ الأخلاق. يسلم عليكم أمير المؤمنين فلا تردون السلام؟ هذا
أدب ابن أبيه؟ والله لئن بقيت لكم لأؤدبنكم أدباً سوى أدب ابن أبيه، ولتستقيمن لي أو لأجعلن لكل امرئ منكم في جسده وفي نفسه شغلاً، اقرأ كتاب أمير المؤمنين يا غلام، فقال:
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم فلما بلغ إلى موضع السلام صاحوا وعلى أمير المؤمنين السلام
ورحمة الله وبركاته،فأنهاه ودخل قصر الإمارة ."

المصدر:
كتاب الأوائل لأبي هلال العسكري .

Day of history

2005-12-14T16:32:00.000+03:00

Tomorrow , we are going to elect the list we want ..well , not me , but everyone who is over 18 .
I would be confused if I had the chance to vote , there are many lists , we don't know who is the honest or which list is suitable for the next four years . In this case , we should be very careful , and It depends on luck too .
Some people think that the Islamic lists are the suitable ones , some people think the non-religious are the best for this time .I think that too by the way .
Now , here's the main lists :
1- The Islamic list ( al tawafuq ) – I don't know how to translate it and I don't like to use dictionaries -
2- The Iraqi list , headed by Ayad Allawy . – very strong list –
3- The list of Saleh Al m6lag , -I think he's an ex ba2th member-
4- Al I2tilaf , shi3ee list
5-Al 9adr list
That's all I can remember for now , and you have to excuse me for not translating the names of the lists

The Trial

2005-12-10T17:25:00.000+03:00

Part 1 : Al dujail
Chapters : 1,2,3,4,5

Time : Winter 2005
Place : somewhere in Iraq , a court hall
Director : Uncle Sam
Author : ???
Actors :-
Saddam Hussien , starring , as the criminal and the victim
Ramzy Clarck , as a lawyer
Ruzgar , as the judge
Witnesses , lawyers , another criminals ...

Chapter one
The main subject : Blankies !!
Very dramatic scenes , with a lot of tries to make people feel convinced about the reality of this play .

Chapters Two , Three , Four
The main subjects : papers !! , cigarettes , food ,the actors spitting on each other under the judge's nose .

Is it just me think that this play is a try to make Saddam national hero , acting like an innocent , showing that he is not afraid of getting excuted by saying " I don't care about myself , I care about Iraq , the excution is means nothing to me " .. Does that make any sence to you ?
Saddam is man from history , why should we care about him anymore ? his role is over , just like any piece in a chess game.
What I really care about to know is who is this chess match players how much time does it take to get ended .
Saddam said " I served you for more than thirty years " , do they make it looks like a favor , we were favored by being ruled the almighty criminal .
The judge didn't give Saddam enough time to talk , to defend himself , why is that ? is it to make people feel like he is bad-treated , not having fair judgement , well , I think so .

Chapter Five :
The main subject : Saddam refused to attend the trial .
Can this be believable in a way or another ? why they can't make him attend it ? is he free to take such a dicision ? I am asking a lot of qustions , aren't I ??
I think I am a little bold this time .We are having a break for a week ( I think ) because of the elections , I hope I can write a post about elections .till then ..C U

سنة

2005-11-29T15:05:00.000+03:00

سنة مضت , دون حدوث تغيير , ربما حدث نحو الاسوأ , اما من ناحية التحسن , بالطبع كلا كأي شيء اخر في العراق ...
ان ما اتحدث عنه هو الموصل ... قد مرت سنة على 11\11 \2004 و ها نحن نمر بـ11\11 اخرى دون تغير ...
قد نتساءل ماهو المتغير ؟ لنضع تعريفا للتغير اولا , التغير : هو كل شيء يطرأ على حالة معينة و يكون على نوعين , ايجابا , وهو التغير الذي يحصل في أي مكان في العالم ما عدا العراق , سلبا :التغيرات السيئة التي تطرأ في أي مكان في العالم و لا يتأثر بها الا العراق .
لماذا ؟ لا ادري , ولا انتم تدرون ... ربما نجد الجواب عند جورج بوش
تحرير ام احتلال ... فيما مضى , لم يساورني ادنى شك في كونه تحريرا , اما الان , فأنا لا اظن انه احتلال . انما هو استغلال و لا يساورني شك حول ذلك .
الاردن , بلد عربي " شقيق " .. نفس الشعب العربي " الاصيل طبعا " , نفس الارض , نفس اللغة ... نفس الروابط التاريخية و المصيرية .. هذا كلام التربية الوطنية ..يحدث تفجير في فندق 5 نجوم و الذي يكون اجنبيا عادة , كالهيلتون او البلازا او الانتركونتننتال .. مهما كان اسمه .. فهو اجنبي , غير عربي و لا يتمتع بمواصفات الجودة العربية كالتاريخ المشترك و غيرها من الكلاوات ( الكلاوات = الكلام الفارغ ) .
يحدث تفجير في احدى الفنادق , تقوم الدنيا ولا تقعد , تعزيات , حداد , استنكارات, تنديدات و تهديدات .. في العراق , بلد عربي , شعب عربي , لغة واحدة , تاريخ مشترك ... يحدث انفجار , ليس في فندق بل في كل يوم و كل مكان و لا احد يتحرك او يشجب او يستنكر او او او ... ولا ادري هل ان السبب هو ان العراقيين خارج فصيلة البشر ؟؟؟

Dying...

2005-11-24T16:01:00.000+03:00

hello ..
So excited that I could write this post ... the last three weeks were full of exams .. this is unbelievable
the bad thing that there is no good marks .... I don't know but I think this is the worst school year I ever lived .. it's ... it's .. I dunno .
It's not about how difficult the fifth grade is , it's about how bad can teachers be ... more than your imaginations .
I have prepared a post , I hope I can publish it .
So , wish me luck

Eid mubarak

2005-11-02T13:57:00.000+03:00

عيد بأية حال عدت يا عيدُ...... بما مضى أم بأمر فيك تجديدُ

It's Eid tomorrow ... finally , cuz I get very tired of fasting ... I lost weight , I look pale .
this all will end tomorrow .
I had physics exam on Monday , I did good , not excellent .. but I am very worried about the mark , I really need a high mark this time , cuz I got 80 in the last exam ...bad ain't it ??

I dont have much to talk about , may be I'll write tomorrow

هجاء

2005-10-24T14:37:00.000+03:00

مضحكة مبكية معركة الخليج
فلا النصال انكسرت على النصال
ولا الرجال نازلوا الرجال
ولا رأينا مرة آشور بانيبال
فكل ما تبقى لمتحف التاريخ
اهرام من النعال !!
***
من الذى ينقذنا من حالة الفصام؟
من الذى يقنعنا بأننا لم نهزم؟
ونحن كل ليلة
نرى على الشاشات جيشا جائعا وعاريا...
يشحذ من خنادق العداء
(ساندويشة)
وينحنى .. كى يلثم الأقدام !!
***
لا حربنا حرب ولا سلامنا سلام
جميع ما يمر فى حياتنا
ليس سوى أفلام
زواجنا مرتجل
وحبنا مرتجل
كما يكون الحب فى بداية الأفلام
وموتنا مقرر
كما يكون الموت فى نهاية الأفلام !!
***
لم ننتصر يوما على ذبابة
لكنها تجارة الأوهام
فخالد وطارق وحمزة
وعقبة بن نافع
والزبير والقعقاع والصمصام
مكدسون كلهم.. فى علب الأفلام
***
هزيمة .. وراءها هزيمة
كيف لنا أن نربح الحرب
إذا كان الذين مثلوا
صوروا .. وأخرجوا
تعلموا القتال فى وزارة الاعلام !!
***
فى كل عشرين سنة
يأتى إلينا حاكم بأمره
ليحبس السماء فى قارورة
ويأخذ الشمس الى منصة الاعدام!
***
فى كل عشرين سنة
يأتى إلينا نرجسى عاشق لذاته
ليدعى بأنه المهدى .. والمنقذ
والنقى .. والتقى.. والقوى
والواحد .. والخالد
ليرهن البلاد والعباد والتراث
والثروات والأنهار
والأشجار والثمار
والذكور والاناث
والأمواج والبحر
على طاولة القمار..
فى كل عشرين سنة
يأتى إلينا رجل معقد
يحمل فى جيوبه أصابع الألغام
***
ليس جديدا خوفنا
فالخوف كان دائما صديقنا
من يوم كنا نطفة
فى داخل الأرحام
***
هل النظام فى الأساس قاتل؟
أم نحن مسؤولون
عن صناعة النظام ؟
***
ان رضى الكاتب أن يكون مرة .. دجاجة
تعاشر الديوك أو تبيض أو تنام
فاقرأ على الكتابة السلام !!
***
للأدباء عندنا نقابة رسمية
تشبه فى شكلها
نقابة الأغنام !!
***
ثم ملوك أكلوا نساءهم
فى سالف الأيام
لكنما الملوك فى بلادنا
تعودوا أن يأكلوا الأقلام
***
مات ابن خلدون الذى نعرفه
وأصبح التاريخ فى أعماقنا
اشارة استفهام !!
***
هم يقطعون النخل فى بلادنا
ليزرعوا مكانه
للسيد الرئيس غابات من الأصنام !!
***
لم يطلب الخالق من عباده
أن ينحتوا له
مليون تمثال من الرخام !!
***
تقاطعت فى لحمنا خناجر العروبة
واشتبك الاسلام بالاسلام
***
بعد أسابيع من الابحار فى مراكب الكلام
لم يبق فى قاموسنا الحربى
إلا الجلد والعظام
***
طائرة الفانتوم
تنقض على رؤسنا
مقتلنا يكمن فى لساننا
فكم دفعنا غاليا ضربة الكلام
***
قد دخل القائد بعد نصره
لغرفة الحمام
ونحن قد دخلنا لملجأ الأيتام !!
***
نموت مجانا كما الذباب فى افريقيا
نموت كالذباب
ويدخل الموت علينا ضاحكا
ويقفل الأبواب
نموت بالجملة فى فراشنا
ويرفض المسؤول عن ثلاجة الموتى
بأن يفصل الأسباب
نموت .. فى حرب الشائعات
وفى حرب الاذاعات
وفى حرب التشابيه
وفى حرب الكنايات
وفى خديعة السراب
نموت.. مقهورين .. منبوذين
ملعونين .. منسيين كالكلاب
والقائد السادى فى مخبئه
يفلسف الخراب !!
***
فى كل عشرين سنة
يجيئنا مهيار
يحمل فى يمينه الشمس
وفى شماله النهار
ويرسم الجنات فى خيالنا
وينزل الأمطار
وفجأة.. يحتل جيش الروم كبرياءنا
وتسقط الأسوار !!
***
فى كل عشرين سنة
يأتى امرؤ القيس على حصانه
يبحث عن ملك من الغبار
***
أصواتنا مكتومة .. شفاهنا مكتومة
شعوبنا ليست سوى أسفار
ان الجنون وحده
يصنع فى بلاطنا القرار
***
نكذب فى قراءة التاريخ
نكذب فى قراءة الأخبار
ونقلب الهزيمة الكبرى
الى انتصار !!
***
يا وطنى الغارق فى دمائه
يا أيها المطعون فى ابائه
مدينة مدينة
نافذة نافذة
غمامة غمامة
حمامة حمامة

نزار قباني

وراء القضبان

2005-10-22T12:14:00.000+03:00

اسبوع مضى ولاتزال نتيجة الدستور مجهولة , مما دفعني الى التفكير مليا في مقالتي السابقة و كتابتي باللغة العربية يعطيني حرية اكبر في التعبير لغويا , وحرية اكبر في قول افكاري دون القلق حول التعليقات الاجنبية
فكرت كثيرا , وخرجت بنتيجة تقول ان نتيجة الدستور ما تزال قيد التداول , ناس تقول نعم , وناس تقول لا , وبما ان النتيجة ما تزال غير معروفة فأنا اقول بأن النتيجة ستكون مرضية لجميع الاطراف بطريقة اجهلها الى هذه اللحظة , ربما سيتم رفض الدستور , ثم ماذا ؟؟؟! اخمن بالحرب الاهلية (لا قدر الله ) ...فهل من نتيجة متوقعة اخرى ؟؟
اما اذا كانت النتيجة القبول بالدستور , فالمصوتون بلا سيعترضون و لربما نعود الى الحرب الاهلية مرة اخرى , في الحقيقة , اظن ان الدستور حلقة مفرغة سيدور فيها العراقيون الى ما شاء الله ... وهذا ما دفعني الى قول ان النتيجة ستكون مرضية لجميع الاطراف ...اذا كان هنا 5 % من التفكير بالعراق خارج المصالح الشخصية .

صدام حسين في قفص الاتهام , يرفض التعريف عن نفسه بسبب عدم وجود (العكال) والذي يعده مفخره له
يبدو ان صدام حسين يبحث عن ما ينقصه , فالعكال يعبر عن اصالة يفتقر اليها فخامة الرئيس . و يبدو كذلك ان صدام رفض التعريف عن نفسه ليس بسبب العكال او ما شابهه , تذكرت عند هذا الموقف بقرة عيد الاضحى السابق , وكيف ان البقرة قامت الرفس في محاولة يائسة للتخلص من سكين الجزار , ولكن هيهات " ولات حين مناص " صدق الله العظيم

و في محاولة اكثر يأسا , اعترض صاحبنا على انه استيقظ منذ الساعة الثانية صباحا , ليتهيأ للمحكمة ناسيا او بالاحرى متناسيا الناس الذين كانوا يحرمون من النوم في سراديب المخابرات العراقية
والمشكلة ان هناك بعض الناس يشعرون بالاسف على صدام , دون ان يشعروا بالاسف على الملايين التي اصابتها شتى انواع البلاء بسببه...شيء مؤسف
ولقد شاهدت الشرذمة التي اصطفت في القفص الذهبي وتذكرت بيت المتنبي :

ما يقبض الموت نفسا من نفوسهم ....الا وفي يده من نتنها عودُ

الدستور ... نعم و لا

2005-10-16T15:43:00.000+03:00

بالأمس , تم التصويت , اليوم , ننتظر النتيجة ... أو بالأحرى , نتوقع النتيجة ..

أتوقع أن تكون الاغلبية للموافقين ..على الرغم من أن معظم إن لم نقل كل الذين اعرفهم قد صوتوا بـ(كلا) في الاستفتاء .

رُب سائل يسأل , لماذا تظن ذلك ؟

و اتمنى ان يكون السائل على قدر من العقلانية يتيح لي ان ادخل معه في نقاش لا يتسبب بإرتفاع ضغط احدنا .

لننظر الى الموضوع من وجهة نظر محايدة .. هل الدستور جيد ام سيئ ؟ مهما كان الجواب فهو لا يعطي مبررا لمقاطعة التصويت عليه , و اجيب بذلك السائل الذي يقاطع الاستفتاء , الجواب لا يبرر مقاطعة التصويت .. و انظر يا حضرة القارئ الى الاثار المترتبة على هذا القرار الجاهل الطائش ..؛

قبل انتهاء الوقت المقرر للتصويت , يجمع احد الموظفين الاستمارات الغير مستخدمة و يصوت بنعم و يضعها في الصندوق غابنا بفعله كل من قد قال كلا , أو بكلا غابنا من صوت بنعم . هل أنا مخطئ بحرف واحد الى هنا ؟

بعد ان افحمت سائلي , انتقل الى من قد شارك في التصويت ..

هل وافقت على الدستور ؟؟ اذا كان الجواب نعم , فذلك لا يتناقض مع اعتقادي ؛

أما اذا كان الجواب كلا .. فأنا مجبر على الدخول في متاهة اخرى

حسنا , قبل ان ترفض الدستور , هل فكرت و لو للحظة , بعيدا عن العواطف و العصبيات ؟

اراهن على ان معظم من قالوا كلا لم يفعلوا , انما انجروا وراء ابن الجيران الذي لا يمتلك أي خبرة عن الحياة و الذي يظن ان الدستور غير مناسب , فترى معظم اهالي المنطقة قد صوتوا بلا بدون حتى ان يقرؤوا مسودة الدستور العراقي الجديد ..

لنفكر في الموضوع , و لو ان هذا التفكير قد جاء متأخرا بعض الشيء ..

الى اين سنصل اذا رفضنا الدستور ؟؟ و الجواب الذي لا يختلف عليه اثنان , هو العودة الى قانون ادارة الدولة المؤقت الموضوع بأيدي امريكية خالصة . فهل هذا افضل من الدستور الهجين ؟؟ لا أظن ذلك !

لا فائدة ... لا بد من نفس النتيجة .. صداع مرير ..نتيجة النقاش العقيم !!

Ramadhan Kareem

2005-10-08T09:10:00.000+03:00

hi ..
I know , I know , I missed you too :) , how are you these days ? I'm extra fine
It was really long time since I wrote for the last time , that's because I didn't have time to write , the couples of weeks ago were full of exams , homeworks and internet disconnection ..

In school , I don't feel good , I told you about physics teacher , he has no sence of mercy in his heart , we had physics exam last week .. I was ready for it , but I was shoked by the three hard qustions that we should answer in just 15 min.
Honist , I'll be lucky to have 80% , I don't think I will

Ramadhan has come , very nice , but this year there's something we miss , It's the spirit of Ramadhan , I don't know how to descibe it , but it's the spirit of happiness and comfort ..
The problem is , when I get back from school , I can't study coz I feel tired , hungry and thirsty , So I have to study after the F6oor ( fast breaking ) , After F6oor I go to the mosque , after I get back from mosque , It's 8 pm , I will watch TV , When can I study then ??
They will vote for the new constitution on 15th of this month .. we may be imprisoned in house for 3 or 4 days becoz of the curfew .

Stop talking , see you later
bye

2005-09-24T13:36:00.000+04:00

Hi ,
What's up ??!
I'm good , school is good and Mosul is good too
I don't feel optimistic about this school year , the teachers are causing us problems , they are not helpful , they always say that they won't help us to get e3faa' , not even with a single mark , that's really unfair .
We've got the worst year this time , but I still doing my best and convining my self that the teachers are pushing us to work hard , hopping that's right in the same time .
Ramadhan is so close , may be 10 days to go , This Ramadhan will be kind of harder because the day is longer than how was it last year .
they say that there will be a break for 20 days in Rhamadan , because of the voting in the middle of October

Any how , I've gotta go
C U

Shoked and disappointed ..

2005-09-13T23:28:00.000+04:00

This post was written yesterday ..

Yesterday , we took our books .. and unluckily they were old and full of writings , thoughts and blahblahblah ..So, I have to start erasing and hopping to get the newer books soon .

This year seems to be on the opposite of my expections , I thought it would be kind of easy , but the teachers don't like the idea ..

New teachers this year , they started to threaten us " you will dream of the 90 this year " and so ...

Well, I'll post as soon as I have time and subject ..

Ma3a al salama ..

The Grandson

Back to school

2005-09-11T15:56:00.000+04:00

Hi ..
How are you all , I'm fine ... sorry for being late in posting but I was waiting for school
I went today to school , I found it great ... I really missed it , but I will get bored soon.
Today , we just kept chattin' .. we had a little celebration , The TV was there , they record the celebration , I don't know when will they show it .

as usual , we heard a BOOM in the morning , I don't know where was it exactly .
The goverment closed the boarders with Syria , some student are there , I don't know if they will get back soon ..

I'll post again tomorrow ... wait for me , Ok ?!

2005-08-27T14:19:00.000+04:00

hey people ..
how are you , I hope it's ok ..
I am doing good ( I guess ) , so optimistic , looking forward to go to school .
I don't know wether this year is different , but I really missed school , may be it's because I am into a new level , I don't know ..
I sold my mobile last week , so , I am without one right now .. but I'll buy one this week (God willing) , I am kind of lost in all those types of mobile phones , the most popular kind is Nokia of course , but I am not convinced about , I love SonyEricsson more , So , I'll buy one .. I shall not buy an expensive one , its price is good .
now , bye
The Grandson

2005-08-20T07:50:00.000+04:00

Hey , how are you ??

I'm fine , but , you know! , I started to miss school , I think because it gives me a good subjects to write about , now , I don't have much to say ..

I heard that schools are going to start at September , 10^th ... also, some people say that it'll start at the first of October .. any way , I'll feel good when I go to school again , It'll be a new experience I think , a new grade ..

By the way , I think my little brother is going to join my school this year, he'll be in the first grade

Death

2005-08-08T12:13:00.001+04:00

Hello ...
it was a long time since I wrote a post , but I'm back now ..
since the death of my grandfathers I started to think about death , but this time , in a different way , I started to think about it seriously .. what if I die right now ?? where shall I go , Heaven or somewhere else ?? I don't know , but I'll choose the first choice!
really , what if I die without doing something useful for mankind ?? I don't like that ..especially in Iraq , I may die in any moment ..
that made me sleepless these couple of days ... but, if I think about it in a different way , I find that death is better than living in Iraq ..it's the hell right here ! why should we suffer here while there is someone having fun in another country ?? I think we have to find a solution for that , may be we have to end this damned war , but how, I don't know .
now look , there are some Iraqis , lived very comfortable in Saddam's age , they enjoyed their lives , after that , they got out of Iraq , and they are enjoing thier lives too..
The time can be very injustice sometimes ..
all I can say right now : " to live or to die .. that is the question" The Grandson

Death

2005-08-08T12:13:00.000+04:00

BOOM....

2005-07-30T20:00:00.000+04:00

It's just the begining , I heared yesterday a very big explosion , the whole house get shocked ... our front window fell down and became a million pieces .

I was working on computer when I heard that , so , I lost my mind and jumped out of the chair , started to run to downstairs because I worried about the people down there , luckily , no body got hurt

In the street , the situation was bad , the air became very dusty , in minutes, the helicopters came and started to fly over the area ..

I don't know more .. just that , but the worst part was to spend a night without a front window ... I was worried all that night .

Anyway , this one is enough for us to get freaked out all the week J

2005-07-22T09:10:00.000+04:00

Well , it's become very clear to me that there is no new news to tell you about ,but one news , On Tuesday , a big explosion happened in Al sukkar region , and a lot of people died , may be a hundered of people ... also , I am not in a mood of writing .. I couldn't understand why Khalid was arrested ! I think that he was a good writer , eventhough I didn't read for him very much but I do apriciate his courage ... he is the only serious Iraqi blogger who posts with his real name and his picture .

I started to think lately about putting my real name , but after what happened , I don't think so ... I may be with him then

A good point .. the Iraqi bloggers have a nice union , they have the same subject to be creative in now . about me , I started to take some lessons for the my next year ..those lessons are in maths .. and that's it , just maths because I hate it , and I also want to take an idea about the fifth class mathmatics , the lessons are in one good school in Mosul , its name is Al sharqiya , the lessons are on Sunday and Wednesday of every week , they are at 8:00 am , it's not a problem for me , coz I wake at 7:30 am everyday since the break started ... enough talking now ,

So .... Bye

The Grandson

talking ..

2005-07-15T09:49:00.000+04:00

Sitting in front of the monitor , knowing not what to write , feeling very bored gave me a good reason to write a post , well , I'm watching now some very very silly program on TV , its name is CBM , you really don't want to know how silly it is , I'll tell you about it later . now , let's talk about the 30 children who got dead two days ago .. I couldn't get the cause for their death .. there is a lot of stories about that , some says , the children were gathered arround an American viehcle because the Americans were giving some '' sweets '' to the little people , I started to feel really sorry and sad for those who die every single day , the Iraqi people get killed for everything the do , if they work they die , if they sit at home they die , ( if they live they die ) , even if they have sweets they die , if they die on their beds they die ... I know , it's just blahblahblah , but I'm about to prepare a post , very strong one , about Jihad , the real Jihad , but I don't know wether I'll write it in Arabic or English , what do you think ? if I write it in English ,then you will not understand it well , because it has poetry and Arabic proverbs ...So , you get bored too , don't you? Now , close the window or change the website , I ended the post , Good bye ..

TVs

2005-07-10T07:37:00.000+04:00

In Iraq , before the war , it was forbidden to have a satellite reciever in home or office or anywhere .. So , we had just two Iraqi channels : the first Iraqi channel and Al shabab ( the youths ) channel , both of them were very silly exept one thing on Al shabab Tv , it's its movies , they were showing the very new movies every Friday noon , it was the only time I was watching this channel , the rest is all rubbish .. but in Mosul , we found a solution , we were recieving 2 syria channel , they were silly too , but it was good to have 4 silly channels ,( in that time we had a satellite , but in secret , no one knew about it , but , the security forces took it and gave us a fine 300000 Id , that equals 150$) any way , after the war , we've got the satellite recievers , here in Mosul , they call it ( dish ) because the outdoor unit of the recievers looks exactly like a big dish..

So , we started to know the world more , they now watch every thing freely , for me , I don't watch very much , I just have specified channels to watch , I'll put them later , the type of programmes I watch is basicly : movies and series . I hate the news cahnnels , the tell always lies , and you can't say that there is a channel does not lie , they have to .

And here is a list of my very favorite channels :

1- space toon

2- MBC 3

No , no , I'm joking , those channels are for cartoons only , here are they , seriously :

1- MBC 2

2- MBC 4

3- One tv

4- MBC 1

I spend most of my watching time on those channels , and ... that's it , no poem today ,So , Bye

The Grandson

June ... The month of sadness

2005-07-07T07:25:00.000+04:00

In the last day of May , I mean 31^st , my grand father died in the morning , every body got sad upon him ,we burry him in the same day , In the mean time , my other grandfather was very ill , his health got worse day by day , till the 28^th of June , in 6:50 pm exactly , my other grandfather died , it was late to do anything for him , so , we called one of our relative and asked him to come over , and that what he did , This person knows much enough to prepare a dead man for getting burried , then , it's ten o'clock , so the man slept in my grandfather's house with alot of family memeber , it was difficult to find a place to sleep in , any way , in the next day , we take him ( my grandfather ) to the mousqe to pray upon him , then we headed to the grave yard , every where in the world , the graveyards are some beautiful places and calm , but here , it's a disaster , you can't find a tree there , it's all rubbish and you can also find the empty and dirty plastic bags , which is something very important thing for tourisim and tourist .. then we get back to home , there was sadness in whole the house , but anyway , he was very ill in his last days and he was more than 80 years , very old , Now , I have to ask God mercy for him and for every dead one .

2005-06-29T13:23:00.000+04:00

Well , with a deep sadness I tell you about my grandfather death , my other grandfather died on the first of this month , so , I will not be able to post soon ..

Be safe

The grandson

2005-06-26T07:45:00.000+04:00

I know that you understood nothing from my last poems ,So I decided to translate a sign , but I don't know if I did it the right way , especially that I am bad in translating from Arabic, because Arabic has many words , may be millions.

here is the arabic poem followed by its translation :

فكرت بأن أكتب شعراً

لا يهدر وقت الرقباء

لا يتعب قلب الخلفاء

لا تخشى من أن تنشره

كل وكالات الأنباء

ويكون بلا أدنى خوف

في حوزة كل القراء

هيأت لذلك أقلامي

ووضعت الأوراق أمامي

وحشدت جميع الآراء

ثم.. بكل رباطة جأش

أودعت الصفحة إمضائي

وتركت الصفحة بيضاء!

**

راجعت النص بإمعان

فبدت لي عدة أخطاء

قمت بحك بياض الصفحة..

واستغنيت عن الإمضاء!

This is my ( bad translation ) for the sign:

I thought of writing poetry ...

Wastes not the monitors' time,

Does not bother the presidents

No news channel get afraid of publishing it..

And ( this poetry ) will be available..with no fear

For all the readers.

So I prepared my pens

And I put the sheets in front of me ..

And I put my opinions in them ,

Then , very confident ..

I put my signature,

And , I left the sheet ..... blanck

****

I read my writing carefully ..

I found it full of faults

So , I scratched the sheet's white

And I gave up the signature.

I'll post soon , Bye

He is in , We are out , Who feels the comfort more ??

2005-06-22T18:18:00.000+04:00

I think you heard about Saddam's prison guard story about Saddam daily life , clearly , it appears that Saddam lives a royal life , Some kind of life suitable for an ex-prisedent , He eats , sleeps , works out , reads and takes care of birds , Well , most of the FREE Iraqi people don't have such treatment , why a criminal get all that and for what , you can never mention a good thing Saddam did in his whole life , bye the way , he is a criminal from his origins , he killed his teacher when he was only 14 years old , what kind of people this creature is ??

Here in Iraq , now , you can find many people like Saddam , I name them little Saddams . They love Saddam , they are criminals and they are very young , may be 16 or 17 years old , generally , they are teenagers .

Saddam have asked his guards to give him a visit when he get back to rule Iraq again , do not be amazed , I know that it's impossible , but , when Saddam ruled Iraq , we never expected that he will die or even get away . it happened , and the returning of Saddam may happen too , any way , it's something for Iraqis , we are the loosers both ways . Saddam’s new job – besides a criminal – is love doctor , he told the guard about the best ways to win a woman’s heart . interesting !!

The poem of the post :it's in English , I put it as a song in one of my first posts , the song's name is Goodbyes , the artist is Ceilin Dion , you know her , well , it's not all the song , its half of it , I did not have time to write all of it , because I didn't have time to repeat all of it many time , you know , it's kind of hard to hear the words clearly for non English speakers .

So , Good bye ..

Mamma....

You gave life to me

Turned a baby...

Into a lady...

Mamma....

All you had to offer..

Was a promise of..

Lifetime of love..

And now I know..

There is no other..

Love like a mother's

Love for her child

And I know...

A love so complete

Someday must leave..

Must say goodbye

Mamma...

You gave love to me

Turned a little one

Into a woman

Mamma..

All I ever needed..

Was a guarantee

Of you loving me

'cause I know

there is no other

love like a mother's

love for her child

and it hurts so

that something so strong

someday will be gone ,

must say goodbye

goodbye's the saddest word

I'll ever hear

Goodbye's the last time

I'll hold you near

Some day you'll say that word

And I will cry

It'll break my heart to

Here you say goodbye

Crisis ...

2005-06-20T23:29:00.000+04:00

In Iraq , especially in Mosul , There are many crisis in the different things of daily life , the main four crisis are :1-the Fuel crisis ( No Gas , No gasoline , No kerosene )

This fuel crisis can never be ended , it was the same in Saddam's age , and it still the same ( like everything ) .. today , I saw about 30% of usual number of cars in the streets , it's very very hard to get to the gas station , it's very crowded there , some people sleep in their cars near the station so they can get in it in the early morning .

Well , the second crisis is the electricity , it still the same from the year of 1991 , In Baghdad before the war , the electricity there did not go off , it was there 24/24 hoursa day , while in mosul it was 10/24 hoursa day , now , In Baghdad and Mosul and all over Iraq , it's less than 15/24 hours a day , If we are lucky then we'll get some more may be 17 hours a day , that's good , Because there is a solutions for this problem , it's THE GENERATORS , the best invention in the history of Iraqi mankind , But wait , What can a generator do if there is no fuel , it's just the same , we are running into an empty cycle .. I don't know if I'll be alive to see these things end.

May be I won't be alive because of the Third crisis , I hope you guess it , ok , It's the security crisis , This problem was not excist in Saddam's age ( well , there was , but in secret , the deep basements , no one but GOD knows what was there )

The security crisis threatens everybody in Iraq , For Iraqis , I think there is a schedule they do for their safety , and here it is :

1- wake up in the morning , wish to have a safe day

2- wash the face , if muslim , Make Woodhoo'

3- ask God to be safe in that day .

4- have breakfast ,

5- wish to be safe this day,

6- Go to work , ask God to get back to home in one piece

7- ( working and hearing bullets and explosions )

8- you are back at home , thank God to get back safe

9- sleep , ( dreaming of the daily nightmare )

If you want to live in Iraq , memorise this , oh .. wait did I mention to ask God to be safe ?

The fourth crisis and the most Important is : the water , it is not just missy , but also , it's full , yes full of microbs and bacterias , my cousin and my brother get very sick because of this water , And we still waiting for someone to find a solution for all those problems .

The poem of the post , returning to the signs of Ahmed Matter , I have very nice and new one , read it ..That's it for today , So , bye for now and see you soon ..Bye the way .. I put two signs today .

بالتمادي . . . يصبح اللص بأوربا مديراً للنوادي،

وبأمريكا، زعيماً للعصابات وأوكار الفساد،

وبأوطاني اللتي من شرعها قطع الأيادي،

يصبح اللص . . . زعيماًُ للبلاد

++++++++++++++++

في بلاد المشركين ،

يبصق المرء بوجه الحاكمين،

فيجازى بالغرامة؛

ولدينا نحن أصحاب اليمن،

يبصق المرء دماً تحت أيادي المخبرين،

ويرى يوم القيامة،

عندما ينثر ماء الورد ــ بلا إذن ــ

على وجه أمير المؤمنين

The white chicken became the red hell

2005-06-18T19:52:00.000+04:00

In the night of the eleventh of April , 2003 the American forces occupied (librate) the city of Mosul , they entered the city very peacefully , though there was rubbing and steeling in all over the streets of Mosul , they called Mosul the white chicken as a symbol for its peace and its people's harmony ...

After that , Mosul became the perfect city in Iraq , people went for what we call ( casinos ) , stay up very late , may be till 12:00 am , While the curfew in Baghdad started at 11:00 pm ..

In Mosul , A lot of peace , in the rest of Iraq , the situation was very bad , a alot of rubbing , killing , kidnaping and all types of crime .

This lasted for more than a year , then , the rest of Iraq ( exept Fallugah ) became kind of peaceful , And the big surprise became in November , it was Ramadhan in those days , when we started to hear bullets , explosions and everything , but the only thing we didn't hear was the sounds of police cars , all policemen vanished , just like that , VANISHED ..

After Ramadhan , it was Eid , The Little Eid as we call it , anyway .. that Eid was the worst Eid I've ever lived , I almost died in it , very luckily I did not..

Want to hear the story ?? ok , We were heading to my grandfather's house , all the family gather there every Eid ( but this ) .. In our way , the bullets started above our heads , These bullets were between the American soldiers and an idiot , you know why I call him idiot ? becasue he was shooting a stryker with a Klashicov , we learnd , every action has a reaction equals it in the force and acting on an opposite way ... but here it is : every action has a reaction does not equal it in the force , in fact stronger abour hundered times and acting on an opposite way . So , we stuck between the fire , luckily , some good people let us enter there house and put our car there till the situation get a little calm.

After the little Eid , it became kind of better , there was policemen and Iraqi army in the streets of the city , and the big Eid came on , it was better than the little one , we did not have an adventure in this Eid , anyway , in the big Eid we went to my two grandfathers' houses ( one of them is dead now and the other one is ill , so ask GOD's mercy for them ) .

After the Eid , it was good , but not like first .. Oh , I know , stop talking about my poor city , ok

Let's talk about the general examinations , on Thursday , there was chimestry test for sixth secondary grade , but , most of students failed in it , or they gave their answer paper blank .. the questions were very hard that some teachers could not find a way to answer them , it's the problem of every year , they put these very hard questions and no one knows why ,

I hope someone can do something is reading what I'm writing here .. if not , then can somebody tell this one who can do something about this problem.

Well , it's the time of poetry , I have a new Arabic poet today . His name was Abu Firas Al hamadani , he died about a thousand year ago , He was the best between the poets of that time , even Al mutanabi ( a great Arabic poet ) was not like him , Al mutanabi did not compete Abu Firas , He was not sure that he would be able to compete . This poem is one of Al roomyiat's poems ( Al roomyiat are the years of Abu Firas in the prison because he was a prisoner of war ) , So , He was very creative in those years , I'll talk about him more later , I talked too much today , so , I leave you with the poem ..I hope you will understand the it .

أَقولُ وَقَد ناحَت بِقُربي حَمامَةٌ ....... أَيا جارَتا هَل تَشعُرينَ بِحالي

مَعاذَ الهَوى ما ذُقتِ طارِقَةَ النَوى ...... وَلا خَطَرَت مِنكِ الهُمومُ بِبالِ

أَتَحمِلُ مَحزونَ الفُؤادِ قَوادِمٌ ...... عَلى غُصُنٍ نائي المَسافَةِ عالِ

أَيا جارَتا ما أَنصَفَ الدَهرُ بَينَنا ..... تَعالَي أُقاسِمكِ الهُمومَ تَعالَي

تَعالَي تَرَي روحاً لَدَيَّ ضَعيفَةً .... تَرَدَّدُ في جِسمٍ يُعَذِّبُ بالِي

أَيَضحَكُ مَأسورٌ وَتَبكي طَليقَةٌ ..... وَيَسكُتُ مَحزونٌ وَيَندِبُ سالِي

لَقَد كُنتُ أَولى مِنكِ بِالدَمعِ مُقلَةً .... وَلَكِنَّ دَمعي في الحَوادِثِ غالِ

Not sleeping ...

2005-06-14T17:47:00.000+04:00

I had a terrible night this week , I slept that night 3 or 4 hours only , and I had to get up early in the morning , you can imagine ...

At the 10:00 pm , The power went off , even we are on what we call (turkish line) that means the electricity is may be available for all the night , but , it's the bad luck of mine , anyway we expected that the generator will start , but , we got disappointed , we waited for one hour , and the generator did not start .

We have no generator in our house , because it's noisy and not that comfortable , we kept awake till 3:00 am .. and now , there is another problem , our sleeping time passed since a long time , So , we can't sleep any more

I think you know that the climate in Iraq is very hot during summer , it can reach 115 F degree here in Mosul , In Baghdad , you really don't want to know , it can be more that 130 F degree sometimes ,

We usualy use air conditioners for cooling , but in the absence of the electrical power , we MUST use what we call , air coolers , air coolers are different from the air conditioners , the first one depends basicly on water , the second uses the electricity in first place , anyhow , neither the water nor the electricity is available here ...

As I promised , I'll put a poem in the end of my posts , So , the poem of this post is a "sign" from Ahmed Mattar's signs , So bye for now , and see you soon ...

أنا لا أدعو

إلى غيرِ الصراطِ المستقيمْ

أنا لا أهجو

سوى كل عُتلٍ و زنيمْ

وأنا أرفضُ أنْ

تصبحَ أرضُ اللهِ غابهْ

وأرى فيها العصابهْ

تتمطى وسط جنات النعيمْ

وضعافُ الخلقِ في قعرِ الجّحيمْ

هكذا أُبدعُ فني

غيرَ أني

كلما أطلقتُ حرفاً

أطلق َالوالي كلابهْ

آه لو لمْ يحفظِ الله كتابهْ

لتولَّتهُ الرقابهْ

ومحتْ كلّ كلامٍ

يُغضِبُ الوالي الرجيمْ

ولأمسى مُجمَلُ الذّكرِ الحكيمْ

خمس كلماتٍ

كما يسمحُ قانونُ الكتابهْ

هي :

( قرآن كريم ..

صدق الله العظيم )

When will these wounds stop bleeding??!

2005-06-09T20:07:00.000+04:00

Hi ,

I couldn't write on last week because of something bad happened to our family, but I think it's over now..

Anyway , I guess you heard about the sudden vanishing of Al Zarqawi , and the news about him and about electing ''New'' Al qa3ida master agent in Iraq , and his leaving to a near country , What is that for GOD sake? ..Whatever .. Al Zarqawi is dead or not , it makes nothing , Iraqis still get killed everyday by Al Zarqawi or another one , it's just the same , and what if they put another Zarqawi , it won't make a difference too , We are dead both ways ..

I like poetry very much , especially if it's about wisdom and such things, So I decided To put a poem on the end of my posts , those poems will be in Arabic , So , find someone to translate them to English because I can't , I can't understand them even in Arabic if they are from the old poetry which I like very much..

The first poem I'll put is written by Ahmed Matar , I think he is Iraqi , because he describes everything about Arabian Governments very well .. , His diwan name is Lafitat which means ''signs'' .. I leave you with the first '' sign '' , by the way , it's the introduction of his diwan (diwan: The book that contains all the poet's poems )

سبعون طعنةً هنا موصولةَ النَّزْفِ

تُبدي .. ولا تُخفي

تغتالُ خوفَ الموتِ في الخوفِ

سَمَّيتُها قصائدي

وسَمِّهَا يا قارئي : حتفي !

وسَمِّنِي .. مُنتحراً بخنجرِ الحرفِ

لأنني , في زمنِ الزَّيْفِ

و العيشِ بالمزمارِ والدّفِ

كشفتُ صدري دفتراً

و فوقَهُ

كتبتُ هذا الشعرَ بالسيفِ !

I'm Back

2005-06-07T19:37:00.000+04:00

Hello..
I know..I know ... You missed me, But it was out of my hand as we say.
I was so busy on the last 10 days..
But I'm Free now , I'll be back to post very soon

2005-06-03T08:02:00.000+04:00

Hello people..
sorry for being late , But I had and still have a very important matter that prevents me from writing..
So I won't be able to write may be on the next two or three days
I can't talk more, So bye for now

Hello , anybody there ??

2005-05-22T18:06:00.000+04:00

I noticed latly that all my Arabic posts has no comments and I don't know the why, Is it because that all my readers are not Arabs , or may be because I don't have readres at all !! I really didn't know

I started to investigate about it and I found this :

The Arabs are now busy watching Super star or Star academy or the cheap video clips , they do this because they are free , they have no problems at all , there is no poorness , no dying people , and here we are , The American people comment for the arabic blogs , Because the American are not free , they have a alot of problems , They are occupated by Arabs ...

What is going on for GOD sake ??!! , And we still wondering why our situation is so bad ?? Well, I think that every episode of Star academy brings us back ,At least , one year , there was two seasons , every season lasts for 5 monthes ,an episode per day, and here we go .. calculate if you can .

What makes me feeling very sad is the percentage of this very silly programme viewers , it's about 70% , or may be more.That's not all, We also have many cheap music channel...

I never heared of an American music channel but the Mtv,

But here , there are about 15 music channels on one sat , just one sat , and even if There is 100 American music channels ,We can't be like them , because we're not like them , We haven't reached where they've reached ;

As I always say , Talking about these subjects causes me a headache .

Let's move to another subject , I'll talk about languages,well , about my language manners.

I like to speak English just with people who can't speak Arabic, because I'm really proud that I can speak Arabic ,The Arabic is one of the most difficult and most beautiful languages in whole the world , It has harmony and melody , and it's one of the most important things that it's very wide , it has more than 8,000,000 words , While the English has 200,000 words only .

The thing I hate so much is putting English or French in an Arabic speech , it has no meaning , because that referes to the little education that person has , If he is educated , he wouldn't do such things , He must know that a man's value can be apritiated by what he knows , not by how he talks , as an Arab poet said:

فيا لائمي دعني اغالِ بقيمتي

فقيمة كل الناس ما يحسنونه

إبن طباطبا

That means :

O my blamer , let me value my self high , because everyone's value is with what he can do

The Grandson

" وانا ماشي في العراق..... لقيت جثة!!"

2005-05-17T18:04:00.000+04:00

يقولون ليلى بالعراق مريضة فما لك لا تضنى وأنت صديق

شفى الله مرضى بالعراق فإنني على كل شاكٍ بالعراق شفيق

قيس بن الملوح

يبدو انه و عبر التاريخ كان العراق و ما زال مرتعا للمعاناة البشرية فمن مجنون ليلى إلى الشعب العراقي في وضعه الحاضر... لا توجد تلك النسبة الكبيرة من الفرق في الحالة, أما الفرق بالأشخاص المعنيين قد أصبح فرقا شاسعا ويمكن ملاحظة هذا التباين من البيت الأول لقيس, حيث أن ابن الملوح وجد في مرض ليلى شيئاً يستدعي أن يمرض لأجله, بينما الآن, في وضعنا الحالي نرى أن بعض (الأخوة) الموجودين في بعض الدول العربية و غير العربية يحاولون عكس الآية و قد صغت ما يمكن أن يقوله لسان حالهم حيث يقال:

أمات الله حياً في العراق فإنني على كل حيٍ في العراق حاقـدُ

أيحيا عراقيٌ و يحيا غيره إنــي لهـــذا و الله ناقــــدُ

سأهديك لغما يطيح بروحك فإنـك إذاً في القـبر راقـــــدُ

*فمن لم يمت بالسيف مات بغيره تعددت الأسباب والموت واحدُ*

ثم أجبت:

فإني لهاجيكم بكل نقيصة أُصيبكم بها و الخلق شاهدُ

و إنا قد وقفنا سدوداً أمامكم ديـنٌ و ربٌ و قلـبٌ واحــدُ

نذيقكم من لحمنا مراً و علقماً و من سوء أيدينا تفيض الموائدُ

و يسأل سائلٌ في كل عصرٍ على دم العراقي من ذا يزايدُ

و قد يعلم الناسُ أَنّا أفاضل و أن هذه الدنيا مَسُودٌ و سائدُ

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*هذا البيت مقتبس من شعر المتنبي

وكما أن عباس الدميري لم ينفك يردد القول المأثور الذي اتخذته عنوانا لمقالتي و قد حدث هذا (وفقا لعباس ) قبل أكثر من عشرين عاما في العراق مما يؤكد نظريتي بامتداد المعاناة البشرية عبر عصور التاريخ في هذا العراق العظيم فمن الحسين (عليه السلام) إلى مجنون ليلى ثم عباس وصولا إلينا تقوم شواهد على ما حدث و ما يحدث و ما سيحدث لشعب الذرى...

إنني لا أريد أن اتهم أحدا و لا أريد أن أدافع عن احد إنما أنا اعبر عن رأيي و لكل إنسان رأي يمكن أن يعبر عنه بشرط أن لا يضر الآخرين, لذلك إذا كنت قد تسببت بأي نوع من أنواع المشاكل فإني اعتذر مقدما عن ذلك

و على ذكر المتنبي, فقد أوردت هذين البيتين من شعره عسى ولعل أن يساعدنا على تجاوز محنتنا:

ذريني أنل ما لا يُنال من العلا

فصعب العلا في الصعب والسهل في السهلِ

تريدين لقيان المعالي رخيصة

و لا بد دون الشهدِ من ابر النحلِ

المتنبي

let's talk about ....... me !!

2005-05-13T16:40:00.000+04:00

I promised to tell you about my vacation and myself and here I am doing it,
let's start with me , well , I am 16 years old guy , living a normal life in Mosul , a city in the north of Iraq, will study in the 5th secondary grade ...dreaming of medicin college.
since I learned to read , I liked books very much , so I couldn't stop reading , I read everything , newspapers , books , articles , stories and of course , poetry
then I started to work on computer , it became my life , first I was just playing games , then , at the year of 2001 , we knew what internet means , but there was one internet cafe in Mosul , and you can't open an email account , you can't visit news sites , you can't , you can't , everything was forbidden, So the internet wasn't so popular at that time..
at the year of 2003 , exactly , in April , Saddam is gone , we are free now , so , we had a very huge wave of internet education coming ....
In 2004 we established the internet connection , yeah , at last one dream became true.
well, and here I am writing my silly post in here ,
Now , here is my projects for this break, it's simply to READ of course , Improve my blog , being rich (joking) , to open my mind , increasing my knowledge, and changing my mobile :) , blahblahblah

notice : I think I am going to change my profile and make some updates to my template , I'll change my name , Abdullah Ali , may be he is excist , So I will change my name

stop talking now , C U LATER

THE GRANDSON

PS: I need more attention to the site I put lately

What the hell is happening here!!!

2005-05-07T12:11:00.000+04:00

In the last week (since April, 28th ) many Iraqis were killed for no reason , oh may be because they live in Iraq , It's become a big guilt nowdays..
in Friday 29th of April , there were about 10 bombed car in Baghdad , yes TEN what is all that for god sake.
After that 75 policemen were killed in Erbiel and about 80 injured .
In Tal'afar 25 persons were killed in a furnal ,
In Mosul , till now , it's 12:30 pm and I heared 3 REAL big explosions , and god knows how many Iraqis got killed ..
And with a very simple calculation we got the average of Iraqi dead people eveyday and here we get about 40 people per day , that's in normal days , and how about the offecial events , you can not make a simple calculation because you will have huge numbers.
What are we to do?? if you know , just do it , may be I won't write any more if I get killed in one of these explosions

THE ANGRY GRANDSON

That's the break

2005-05-02T14:38:00.000+04:00

Finally , I'm on my break...
I don't feel very happy like every year , coz I don't feel the big fear of examinations, you know!
I have a lot of projects for this vacation , I'll talk about it on my next post.
any way , I will post soon , I write here just to tell you that (I'm alive) me , not Cilien Dion

BY THE WAY : to all people of Mosul , There is a dead site I wish that we can refresh it click here

bye

Schools...

2005-04-23T16:21:00.000+04:00

Well...
I can't believe this , the vacation is delayed and the cause is they didn't give us the cards (the card : piece of paper that contains the examinations marks ) ,
So , I have to go to school tomorrow , for me , it's good because I don't have to take books with me or to study , I'll just go to meet my friends.

In Mosul , the situation is not very well , there's a lot of explosions and bullets in streets.

I'm here today to talk about the schools in Iraq and here we go :

The first school level is the kindergarten , many people don't care about it , they consider it wasting time..
The second level is the primary school which consists of 6 grades , the first four grades job is to teach reading and writing , in the fifth grade - which is the most difficult grade in this level - there are four new subjects added to the others..
those subjects are history , geography , nationality and English ..
The sixth grade is the end of this level , the same subjects with general final examinations .

The third grade is the secondary school and it consists of two levels : the medieval level and the preparation level .. there are schools for boys and schools for girls .

the medieval level has three grades the first is the easiest , the second is harder because it has physics , chemics and biology.
The third one has general final exams too.. (we still have the same subjects but without nationality)
The preparation level has three grades too,the first one we call it the fourth which is the harder as I think
the fifth grade has two sections ,In the scientific sections, the history and geography are removed
The sixth grade , the most important grade in a student life , here , the future will be planned , there are general final exams

THEN , IT'S UNIVERSITY ...... I don't know much about it ...

I hope you understood the coplicated system of schools

No way to justify

2005-04-16T12:22:00.000+04:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
"انه من قتل نفساً بغير نفس او فسادا في الارض فكأنما قتل الناس جميعا و من احياها فكأنما احيا الناس جميعا

"If anyone killed a person* not in retaliation of murder or (and) to spread mischief in the land- , It would be as if he killed all mankind , and if anyone saved a life , it would be as he saved the life of all mankind "

The holy Quran
5.32

An announcement told by the holy Quran to those who try justify their actions against the innocent people , and say that is Jihad..

* a person : the person shouldn't be Muslim , the religion is not important .
every body is responsible about his religion , he has nothing to do for others.

That means, Islam fights whoever try to destruct the peace between people

By the way, yesterday I was watching MBC4 during the afternoon, the were joining the abc news (American channel) , they were showing the terrorisim CD's and talking about it, there were alot of words that we should understand like THE ISLAMIC INSURGENT , well , I didn't blame the abc news or any other channel , I just blame the people who can't understand that this Islamic insurgent's real name is DESTROYING ISLAM INSURGENTS .
This Destroying Islam insurgents began to reach their targets , and if we didn't stop them , this would be the disease to destroy the mankind.

Ok, enough talking about politics, let's talk about school..
Nothing new, Just I'll began my vacation on the next Wednesday..

So, bye for now , C U next week or sooner

THE GRANDSON

2005-04-09T12:45:00.000+04:00

Hey People, what's up ...
I'm sure that you don't have alot to tell but I do...
First of all , I want to thank every body (especially the Iraqis) for the nice comments you sent for my last arabic post!!!!
In Mosul, alot of explosions, alot of bombed car and of course, alot of dead citizens.
In the last couple of weeks , many people died here , the situation is being so bad.
at this time of the year , all the people went out for picnics , but now , I dont think so
well, I think that in the next two weeks , I will start my vacation, I will move to the next grade , oh god , I can't wait to get rid of the history and geography , but my happiness won't still so long, they say that the next grade is REALLY dificult, it's too early to think about it..
BY THE WAY , today is the start of the second year of I don't know what (occupation or libration ) but I know that I hope it will be ended soon

Thank u for reading me..
yours
THE GRANDSON

التدهور

2005-04-02T12:48:00.000+04:00

السلام عليكم
منذ الفترات التي اعقبت الثورة الصناعية في اوربا في القرن التاسع عشر احتاجت الدول و الامبراطوريات الضخمة الى المزيد من الاراضي و الايدي العاملة و المواد الاولية وكذلك الاسواق لتساهم في نهضة اقتصادها كنتيجة طبيعية لللثورة الصناعية.مما حدا بالدول التي ثارت صناعيا التوجه للاستعمار للاسباب سالفة الذكر
توجهت كل من بريطانيا العظمى (المملكة المتحدة حاليا)و فرنسا و هولندا و غيرها من الدول الاوربية الى استعمار الوطن العربي -الذي اعتقد بانه سيكون محور الحديث في هذه المقالة-للاستفادة من خيراته كما قرأنا في كتب التاريخ التي لم تذكر يوما شيئا حقيقيا على وجهه الاكمل
احتلت او بالاحرى استعمرت بريطانيا شبه الجزيرة العربية ما عدا بلاد الشام كذلك استعمرت مصر كما احتلت فرنسا بلادالشام و المغرب العربي
كل هذه المعلومات معروفة عند اغلبية الناس و لكن المشكلة ان هنالك نوع من البشر الذين لا يذكرون شيئا واحدة من محاسن هذا الاستعمار
الاستعمار الذي ادى الى التواصل العربي مع الحضارة الغربية بعد انقطاع دام حوالي اربعة قرون منذ سقوط الاندلس
الاحتلال البريطاني للعراق : قامت القوات البريطانية بانزال الى البصرة في عام 1912 على ما اعتقد الى ان اكتمل الاحتلال الكامل سنة 1917 ثم حدثت ثورة العشرين وما تبعها من احداث ادت الى قيام حكومة عراقية كانت اول حكومة مستقلة منذ العصر العباسي الاول(قبل سيطرة الفرس والاتراك على السلطة) ثم اسس هذا الاستعمار الجيش الذي كان له دور كبير في طرد الانكليز و تحرير العراق من سيطرتهم
ولكن المفاجئ في الامر انه بالرغم من ان هذا الجيش مؤسس بأيدي اجنبية لم يتهم بالعمالة و لا بالخيانة و لم نسمع عن شخص قام بضرب الجيش العراقي
و عندما قام الاميركيون بحل هذا الجيش قامت الكثير من الاحتجاجات والرفض لهذا الموضوع..غريب
الجيش العراقي القديم دخل في حرب دارت رحاها لمدة ثماني سنوات راح ضحيتها ما يقرب من مليوني شخص بسبب طيش رجل واحد دم العراقيين لديه ارخص من رماد سيجاره الكوبي
اما الجيش الجديد فإنه يبذل دمه في سبيل ابناء بلده بحق ثم يجازى بالذبح على الطريقة الاسلامية
لماذا لا نتوقع ان يعيد التاريخ نفسه فيحرر هذا الجيش يوما ما بلده من المحتل اذا رفض الخروج بالسلم
اعتقد ان السبب هو ان العراقيين في ايام الاحتلال الانكليزي كان لهم -بالرغم من ان 85%من الشعب لايعرف القراءة والكتابة في ذلك الوقت-عقول نيرة تبصر عواقب الامور ببصيرة حادة تنم عن الحكمة
اما اليوم فإن الشعب العربي (المثقف)و خريج الجامعات لم يعد يمتلك من الحكمة سوى ان يختار بين اشرطة نانسي وبوسترات الاكاديمية لتناسب جو الغرفة الرومانسي طبعا بعد ان يكون قد حسب حساب الدي جي للاغاني الصاخبة و كيف ستكون وضعية السرير بحيث ان يرى وجه هيفا قبل ان يخلد الى النوم

والله اني لأكاد ان ابكي و انا اكتب هذه الكلمات لما يعتصر قلبي حزنا على ابناء هذا الشعب
قبح الله من كان السبب
ملاحظة:ارجو التعليق على الموضوع لمعرفة في حال الرغبة في نشر التكملة
يتبع

Mobiles

2005-03-26T12:38:00.000+03:00

Hey people .....
I'm writing today and don't know why , I'm thinking now about the thing I'll talk about..
My school is good , but the this week will be full of exams (bad luck)
oh.. I found it.. I'll talk about the thing that most of the guys and teenagers talk about .... THE MOBILES
In january 2004 a moile company was founded in mosul , many people bought the mobile because it was a dream coming true , an Iraqi holding a mobile, in arabic we say :''the fourth of impossibles" .
Day after day, the mobiles began to be more popular , I was among the people who bought ones;
In November of 2004 , the mobile's price decreased to the half, that increased the numbers of the held mobiles, now, you can see the mobiles being sold everywhere, difirrent brands, but in mosul, they like the Nokia more than any other brands.
The mobiles , I think , are cruel too, they are used to bomb the cars which kill the people...and used also by the bad behavior persons to annouy people.

well. nothing new in here...
I have to go now
See you later

THE GRANDSON

The cause and the effect

2005-03-19T18:09:00.000+03:00

Hi to you all...
how is it goin' with you ??
I hope you are all fine. what?? yeah, I missed you too.
nothing new in here, just we still alive
well, my school is good , I'm good too, I think I'm going to get the (eefa'a) in all my studies,(eefa'a means that you will not take the final exam if you got 90% at least as an annual average)
anyway, I am talking today about the elements that led to these recent situations,
The First is : the terrorisim attack on the united states caused the war on terror which caused the war on Iraq and other countries.
The Second : The REALLY dumb people who encouraged these things , I think they are not terrorists , but they are fool thier minds are completely closed,they never used thier minds ;
There is some Criminal could deceive these ignorants, I think that those criminals are pushed by some hidden hands , those hands' main goal is to make the look of Islam so bad to non-muslim peopl
In fact, Islam is the religion of mercy and love, the religion of true freedom and democracy.
I'm not a specialist in the religion (SHEIKH), but I do know enough about Islam.
my dream is to make those people who have any problem with understanding anything about Islam discuss me about it.
well, I gotta go now
C U

الحضارات

2005-03-05T12:23:00.000+03:00

لكل شئ اذا ما تم نقصان
فلا يغر بطيب العيش انسان
هي الامور كما شاهدتها دولُ
من سره زمن ساءته ازمان

من اجمل الابيات التي قرأتها.... تعبر تقريبا عن حال العرب و المسلمين في الوقت الحاضر
اولا: احدهم اتهمني بأني عميل لوكالة الاستخبارات الامريكية لاني لا اكتب باللغة العربية ولم اجد جوابا له ابلغ من

متاركة السفيه بلا جواب
اشد على السفيه من السباب

ثانيا : كتبت البيتين في البداية بمثابة استفتاح للموضوع الذي اردت الحديث عنه وهو الحضارات... والخديعة الكبرى
الحضارة العربية التي امتدت منذ عصور ما قبل التاريخ و العرب الذين اخترعوا الكتابة في بلاد ما بين النهرين (العراق حاليا),الذين كان لهم اكبر فضل في خدمة البشرية في حضارة امتدت لأكثر من خمسة الاف سنة عاصرت مختلف الاديان السماوية والوثنية حتى كان ملك العراق يسمى ملك الجهات الاربع لمعظم هذه المملكة
مملكة وحضارة حكمت العالم منذ العصور السومرية والبابلية الاولى فتخيل ماذا يمكن ان يكون مستقبل هذه الحضارة
كانت هذه الحضارة الاولى و اليكم الثانية
في الحقيقة ....حضارة اللا حضارة ....قارة اكتشفت في القرن السادس عشر الميلادي سكانها الاصليون من الشعوب البدائية تمت ابادتهم من قبل الاوربيين حتى اصبحت هذه القارة دولة عانت من الحروب الاهلية و النزاعات العنصرية حتى منتصف القرن العشرين .........انها الولايات المتحدة
كيف تعارض المنطق و اصبحت الحضارة الثانية هي سيدة العالم
اظن ان السبب هو ان الدولة او احضارة الاولى اكتفت بأمجاد الماضي و اعتبرته الطريق الى السيادة مع اضافة القليل من الشجب و الاستنكار فنصبح سادة العالم
لا....فما هكذا تؤكل الكتف رحم الله الرصافي حيث قال
وهل ان كان حاضرنا شقيا
نسود بكون ماضينا سعيدا

انهم الحكام و الشعب الذي فقد غيرته على الامة .... في الحقيقة انني لا اقول لنحمل اسلحتنا و نلقي بانفسنا الى التهلكة انما لنا سلاح بين فكينا و في يدينا اللسان والعلم
قال زهير بن ابي سلمى

وكائن ترى من صامت لك معجبِ
زيادته او نقصه في التكلمِ
لسان الفتى نصفٌ و نصف فؤاده
فلم تبق الا صورة اللحم و الدم

وحال الامة لا و لن يسر ابدا اذا ما بقي على حاله وخير ما اقوله لوصف الحالة

لمثل ذلك يبكي القلب من كمدٍ
ان كان في القلب اسلامٌ و ايمانُ

و كثير من اتهم الاسلام ظلما بأنه سبب تخلف العرب عن الامم و قد اجاب الرصافي في ذلك رحمه الله

يقولون في الاسلام ظلما بانه
يصد ذويه عن طريق التقدم
فإن كان ذا حقا فكيف تقدمت
اوائله في عهده المتقدم

و ان سبب كل ما نمر به كما اسلفت عبادة الاشخاص و اظن ان الرصافي نسي ان يذكر اثر تبدل النفوس في تبدل حال الناس
(ان الله لا يغير ما بقوم حتى يغيروا ما بأنفسهم) صدق الله العظيم
لذلك علينا ان نغير ما بأنفسنا نحو الخير حتى يغير الله حالنا

رحم الله الشاعر عمر ابو ريشة حيث قال
امتي كم صنم مجدته
لم يكن يحمل طهر الصنمِ

sad thing

2005-02-21T14:02:00.000+03:00

click here

too sad... huh?

stars, stars , and more stars

2005-02-19T12:10:00.000+03:00

hey....
how are you all?? I missed you...
I know.... I am too late .. but I've just had a chance to write.
nothing new here..but more criminals.. more killing.. more explosions.

I wrote that title because I wanted to talk about some STARS programes that being shown on TV's right now.. like stare academy - super star - stars search ....blahblahblah.
THE QUESTION is : Do we need more stars?? are we perfect of everything that we have nothing to do but looking for stars....huh??
in the arabic countries there is thousands' of actors,actress, artists and different kinds of art...
these artists ( in fact ... they are not according to the values of our society) ..
and the best part of it .... almost all the arab teenagers are mad about them... mad about star academy...about nancy ajram ....more and more of these SILLY persons.....
talking about this subject cause me high blood presure
any way....the security situation wasn't too well last week...yesterday.. two shiaa's mosques were attacked by mortars no one knows who did it or why..but I think because of today, today is very sad day , in this day before 1380 years , Al hussein , the prophet Mohammed's (PBUH) grandson ..was killed,
any way... I have nothing more to talk about..
So....see you later
bye

The long days of our life......

2005-02-10T09:52:00.000+03:00

hey people
first of all I want to thank all the people who helped me to keep this blog going on, the people who made nice comments for me and encouraged me to keep writing...

well, I was waiting for this week-end all the week , I planned to post and make some changes on my template, but unfortunetly (I hope that I've spell it right) there is an exam on saturday , it will be english exam with KIPPS's novel (I hate this book) because I've read Oliver Twist and The merchant of vince and they were more amusant.

Yesterday, It was raining, and suddenly this rain became SNOW, it's like a miracle to snow in Iraq especially in the middle and south.

you all know the pink color , nice isn't it?? well , It's express the romantic stuff for the people , but in Iraq it started to express the violence when the snow mixed the Iraqi blood...

sorry about makin' you sad , but it is the truth

I gotta go and read some KIPPS now......bye

THE GRANDSON

Goodbye....happiness days

2005-02-06T15:29:00.000+03:00

The vacation is over....what a pity.
I didn't enjoy my vacation because of curfew , security situation and thinking wether my marks will be good enough.
We went to school yesterday, we got the marks and it was good but I am not confidence with it.
any how,Mosul became safer after the Iraqi army and american caught A LOT OF criminals.
These criminals apeared on the local TV almost everyday,they were beheading , kidnaping and stealing the people.

I have dicovered this Iraqi site, his owner lives in USA , to see the site click here

I have to go and study now, you know school means suferring :)

keep in touch

THE GRANDSON

Hello....again

2005-02-01T13:30:00.000+03:00

It's the second day after the elections and it still safe...

I didn't go to school today, and also most of the student didn't
The curfew had finished at 6:00 am today, so you can see the cars moving over the streets .
the people are optimistic about the elections , they say : the participation in elections reached about 65%-75% in Iraq ;
In Baghdad , ALQAIMA AL IRAQIA headed by Ayad Allawy is making good progress, I think he will get the highest percentage in this elections.

any way.....I have to go now.....good bye

Can you believe it !!!

2005-01-30T13:29:00.000+03:00

The last post I promised with an arabic post about elections, but I changed my mind ;
It'll be in English.

I was so surprised when I woke up today and before I had my breakfast , I opened the TV on Ninava channel . can you guess what I saw ? you can't? ok..... I'll tell you.
People is going to election , but not incent ....actually in THOUSAND, a man said: It took me two hours standing in the long queue , and you know where ??? in AL-ISLAH AL ZIRAEE region, the most dangerous part of the city....

I am very happy so that the Iraqis are going to choose thier goverment
OOOOOOOhhh

it's 12:50 pm now, I am going to watch people when they are happy

c u

New Idea

2005-01-28T18:17:00.000+03:00

yesterday......I had an Idea It helps the people who don't have time to creat a blog and keep posting .
The idea is : You all can send me the article you wanna publish to my e-mail then I would read it and if I found it good I publish it and I may put a little comment......

what do you think?? nice idea??ok.

Now to the other subject......I am thinking of write a post about the Iraqi election but the post will be in Arabic because the Iraqis who are ment with it in the first place

In Mosul I don't think that there is any interactive paticipate in the elections because of the security situation and the people don't want to get beheaded

I don't want to cause you a headache by talking about our problems which became one of our daily events.

I have to go now, I want to prepare my next post.

bye

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2005-01-27T10:46:00.000+03:00

Hi.....
I am a boy from Mosul city in Iraq ,
Abdullah isn't my real name..you know security is first
any way this blog will be written in Arabic and English I hope you will like it

bye