Monday, August 08, 2005


Hello ...
it was a long time since I wrote a post , but I'm back now ..
since the death of my grandfathers I started to think about death , but this time , in a different way , I started to think about it seriously .. what if I die right now ?? where shall I go , Heaven or somewhere else ?? I don't know , but I'll choose the first choice!
really , what if I die without doing something useful for mankind ?? I don't like that ..especially in Iraq , I may die in any moment ..
that made me sleepless these couple of days ... but, if I think about it in a different way , I find that death is better than living in Iraq's the hell right here ! why should we suffer here while there is someone having fun in another country ?? I think we have to find a solution for that , may be we have to end this damned war , but how, I don't know .
now look , there are some Iraqis , lived very comfortable in Saddam's age , they enjoyed their lives , after that , they got out of Iraq , and they are enjoing thier lives too..
The time can be very injustice sometimes ..
all I can say right now : " to live or to die .. that is the question" The Grandson


Anonymous Anonymous said...

You sound like you have grown very weary of living the life that you have there in Iraq. I am very sorry for all of your losses and your pain.
You want this war to stop so that you can have a normal life. You can't stop it but you could do a small part to make sure that you are doing everything that you can for the future of your country. Think of John F Kennedy and what he said "Ask not what your country can do for you but what you can do for your country". If everyone thought the same way the country can be great. Think of litter on the street. There is no need for that. If every one of your countrymen picked up litter when they saw it on the street instead of leaving it for someone else to take care of there would be no litter on the streets.
What can you do? Make sure that you are contributing to the health of your country rather than continuing the senseless killing. Make sure that these terrorists/kidnappers/thugs know that you do now want your country run that way. Just be concerned with your small neighborhood. If everyone in the country did the same, just like the litter, it would help. People get down just like you are and they think that there is no reason to live anymore. Don't think that way. Find something good about your life. Yes, there is something. You just have to look past your depression. You have the love of your family and friends. You have the ability to walk, run, learn and love. You have an internet connection to the world and I'm sure that you have a full belly. There are people worse off than you believe it or not. Appreciate those things that you have and try to move people around you to do the same and show the world that Iraq is not just full of selfish people who have no desire to do something to make their slice of the world better. You can do something useful for mankind one neighborhood at a time. Good luck and remember that there are people out here in this world that care about you and are praying for you.


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